I should be tackling all the work. Instead I'm writing here. It's all too overwhelming. The emotions. The work. Finances; fucking adulting. I am slightly okay with my allergies today because it's hiding that I've been on the verge of tears more than a handful of times today. I wish I could take work home … Continue reading

I wrote this January 9th and kept it private. Changed it to password protected today, January 24th. I haven't heard from Scott since Friday afternoon. I have no clue why. He said he had a week of work left and he was going to have some family time and some travel coming up. Then we … Continue reading heartbreak sucks

I had a tube removal surgery [no one knows what a salpingectomy is] a little over a year ago and they took my IUD out. My period came back about a month after the surgery and has been regular since. I have been very lucky in that it's only a few days, the cramps are minimal; … Continue reading Being a uterus owner is weird.

December has been a bit of a rough month. Earlier in the month My master bathroom shower is leaking into my dining room. I currently have a hole in my dining room, the plumbers will be back in February [I told them I could wait!] to replace some pipes. Thankfully I have another full bathroom. … Continue reading and just like that December is almost over.

Keeping this "protected" because I'm a wimp, might move to public in time... Writing about it scares me... it's as if talking about it jinxes it or something. I've told exactly one person. My good guy friend, Evan. I saw a snapchat photo of he and his girlfriend looking so stupidly happy in Christmas sweaters … Continue reading A reason to smile.