I should be tackling all the work. Instead I’m writing here. It’s all too overwhelming. The emotions. The work. Finances; fucking adulting.

I am slightly okay with my allergies today because it’s hiding that I’ve been on the verge of tears more than a handful of times today.

I wish I could take work home but I just don’t have that kind of work… I am waiting on a calendar, a blank one so I can attempt to attempt to organize this prep for arranging education for nurses that I have taken on since we had an employee leave. It’s a clusterfuck with no organization at all. I need to grasp it all first before I can sort it out.

I am very lucky that my boss has my back and tells me over and over that she will help me but I don’t know where to start. I have an awesome coworker that lets me vent to her.

I’m just feeling overwhelmed. When we get the new person hired… they will work with me and we will learn together and after 6 months to a year we will have this mastered, and hopefully much more organized. I just need to keep a positive attitude.