I don't know how many times I'm going to type it but let me just say this, dating in your late 30's is stupid and the dating apps are a fucking joke. Do I need to say it again: dating apps are a fucking joke.  Yet, I'm still on Hinge and Bumble. Clearly I'm part of … Continue reading Let’s talk about dating in your late 30’s.

I put my tree up on the 15th. I've never put it up that early before...  I thought it was my only free time, but I ended up having a little more time after; but it's up. My birthday came and went. I picked up my new glasses and ran all sorts of errands on … Continue reading

Many have asked me so I thought I'd write about it. In June [6 months ago] I wrote my biological mother a letter; read about it here. I wrote her a letter.   In short; I do not know if she got it, as I didn't put a return address, I have not received an email … Continue reading An update on the letter.

Here it is 10:15 and I've finally  just yawned for the first time this evening. I slept for shit last night, woke up early [early for me is 6:30 on a weekend] as I can normally sleep until 7:30 and I try to avoid naps on Sundays so I can get to sleep at a … Continue reading Sunday evening denial

I have had three dreams about my Grandma Eva in the last two nights. Two were last night / early this morning.  She's not in them much, but we're with her. The one Thursday night I don't remember much but she was in it.  The last two we were at her old house on 6th … Continue reading Dreams about my Grandma Eva

I haven't really rearranged anything in my condo for the three and a half years I've lived there. I moved a few things around and got a few new pieces in my office and I moved a dresser and bookshelf around in my bedroom. Nothing too crazy. I have been talking about getting an accent … Continue reading Home décor, furniture + rearranging?

I had fully intended on driving to Jiffy Lube this morning to have them reset the oil life / thermometer, vs going to Archie's [the shop I've been going to recently] and thinking that would fix everything but I got maybe a mile from home and the same warnings popped up, so I pulled into … Continue reading My Equinox; the report