How do I even start... I decided to get back on the stupid dating apps. Seriously they are dumb. If they want a relationship I shouldn't get a picture of their cock or they shouldn't be saying they just want a fuck buddy. Head over to Tinder for that.   I had a few conversations with … Continue reading Decisions and DVR

I've been having some very realistic dreams. I'm not going to bore you with them. I've remembered my dreams for as long as I can remember. Not every night, but often. Probably 15 years ago I found this great book that defines elements of dreams; it's come in quite handy, especially recently. I'm not sure … Continue reading Dreams

This weekend has been pretty low-key in that it's rained all weekend. I've not had any set plans, and this morning my back started bothering me again -- the nerve issues. I wanted to write about this so I would look back on this. Last Saturday during the Iowa / Iowa State ESPN GameDay there … Continue reading Beer Sign for Good

It's amazing how music can evoke memories.  This has always been the case, but lately more than usual. I was all sorts of emotional the other day then wake up to the song Whiskey Glasses.  Of course. I had spewed all my thoughts and then first thing I do is wake up and here that, … Continue reading Music + thoughts

Two and a half months. That's all the longer I talked with him. Sure we texted through the app for a month, then via text but when we were texting it wasn't just a text here and there it was for hours.  I'm still not sure why I'm so hung up on it and can't get … Continue reading Unexplainable.

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