I feel sad, bummed, mad, upset, lost... about Scott. But I also feel like I got a glimpse, for the first time in my dating life, of what it felt like to to be treated well. It feels weird to say that since we didn't date. Hell we never even met in person outside of … Continue reading a cliché quote explains it all.

I typed this on my phone. I think I'm at the anger stage of grieving over Scott. I'm doing better not constantly checking my phone and worrying all the time. I'm pissed at him for not sending me a message [if he is okay]. But I'm mostly mad that I cannot have dreams about him. … Continue reading grieving it all.

I saw a therapist on Tuesday. Well, via telehealth because the place I chose to be a client of had a pipe burst when we had the bad weather over Christmas. I was matched with her. I read her profile and really liked what I saw. In the hour we spoke, I am going to … Continue reading Therapy and thoughts

I typed this on my phone -1/9 but didn't post it for a while... I have always thought writing and talking about it makes it blow up in my face and I was right. I haven't heard from Scott since Friday about 5pm. Things were going well. I really don't know where it went wrong. … Continue reading Should have known.